Our bodies are wiser than we know.
They guide us on the path of cultivating true freedom and fulfillment in our lives, if we choose to listen. I discovered this the hard way.
For years I experienced pain, tension and discomfort in my body as a result of a chronic illness. I also felt disillusioned about my career, which wasn’t aligned with my true passions. I was suffering and didn’t know what to do about it.
Looking back, I can see why. I approached life from a mind-dominant perspective, and was incredibly disconnected from my body. My mind led the way, and what I felt physically, emotionally and intuitively was ignored or dismissed.
I knew logically that I wasn’t well and that I wasn’t living in alignment with my truth. I also had an inner nagging that I needed make some changes. However, the idea of exploring what this meant for me seemed inconvenient. I wanted to ‘fix’ things in my outer life, and was too impatient to delve into the desires and vulnerabilities of my inner world.
I felt a constant pull between my inner craving of wanting ‘more’ for myself (more freedom, fulfillment, and contentment with who I was), and the reality of ‘surviving’ in a material world. What’s more, I felt trapped by the limitations of my physical body, frustrated that it wouldn’t conform to my relentless striving.
I oscillated between periods of chasing after financial goals, to nursing the exhaustion and pain that pulsated through every cell of my body. A vicious cycle that kept me spinning my wheels and only intensifying my yearning for real freedom.
My inner world was begging me to slow down and take a different direction, but I wasn’t prepared to listen—at least not without conditions or self-bargaining. I put restrictions on how much time I could have to rest, and a deadline on when I needed to feel ‘better’ by.
This inner turmoil was incredibly frustrating and the inability to meet my true needs felt deeply disappointing. I lacked a connection to who I was, felt detached from others, and was disillusioned with my life as a whole.
The turnaround point came when I was physically unable to carry on. From a position of complete and utter burnout, I felt I had nowhere left to turn but inwards. This was the first time I started opening up to what I felt in my body, without filtering out or resisting any part of my experience.
I began paying attention to my physical sensations, allowed myself to experience pain and welcomed the full spectrum of my emotions. I also started genuinely listening to my heart, intuition and deeper callings about what I really wanted to create in my life.
The distinction for me was not about dismissing my mind, or changing how I thought. But rather, giving equal balance to all parts of myself: recognizing that I had an inner guidance system to support me, that I could use alongside my thinking to determine what was right for me.
I gave myself permission to explore all aspects of who I was: physically, mentally, emotionally, energetically and spiritually. In opening up to the whole of who I was, I felt more engaged in life and could approach each moment from an embodied perspective.
It seemed like a contradiction, but by opening up to what I thought was painful, I created my own freedom. The worries that previously occupied my mind started to dissolve, and the physical pain I experienced was more bearable. Overall, I began living in a more wholehearted and balanced way.
Nowadays when I sense a conflict between my mind and body, I take it as a cue to go deeper. I explore what’s really at the core of my unease, moving through that unease until I feel aligned in body and mind once again.
Of course, there are occasions when I struggle to find a logical explanation that matches the signals my body sends me. So for those scenarios, I’ve learned to trust my body and instincts over my mind, because my inner cues are usually spot on.
It’s not always easy or comfortable to take this approach. However, I’ve found the rewards of being totally present, open and curious to what we are experiencing within our whole body and self, are huge.
This has been my journey to finding genuine freedom and fulfillment. I honor my inner world, embody all aspects of who I am and create a life in alignment with my truth. It’s my intention to stay present to my body, feel my feelings fully, and trust my instincts. With this approach, I feel more connected to who I am, and finally, I feel free.
Which leaves me curious about you: do you feel you’re listening to your inner world, and what would transform in your life if you opened more fully to the intelligence of your body?
Marissa Håkansson supports women who are experiencing stress, burnout, fatigue and anxiety, or who are managing a chronic illness. She guides them to connect with their body and self, so they can feel whole within who they are and find genuine fulfilment. Marissa’s approach is practical and down-to-earth: grounded in her own experiences of what it takes for women to find inner balance, live authentically and feel free within who they are. You can find Marissa at expresswhoyouare.com or follow her on twitter.com/MarissaSH or Facebook.com/MarissaSHakansson.
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Ed: Brianna Bemel
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