Since my wedding last month, you have taken to asking me when my new husband and I plan on adding a baby to our family.
You probably don’t notice that this question makes me a little uneasy.
We see each other often—by the coffee maker in the mornings, in meetings, in passing in the hallway. Let’s be honest, we probably see each other more during the week than we see our own families. And so I know you aren’t trying to pry when you ask me about my plans to expand my family. I realize you have good intentions. Believe me, you aren’t the only one asking. I think a personal record is being asked by three separate people during one workday.
To answer your question, children are not in the cards for us. You may want to interject here, to ask me my reasons and to try and overcome them. I do have my reasons, but they are my own, and there’s really no productive reason to go into them.
The thing is, I wish with every fiber of my being that you would not ask childless women this question, and I am requesting that you consider refraining from this line of questioning in the future. I’m not asking this for myself necessarily, but for the women who desperately want children but cannot have them.
When you ask me when I’m having kids, it makes me feel uncomfortable. But when you ask a woman, who is struggling with infertility, when she’s having kids, you’re reminding her of a heartbreaking challenge in her life that hurts her deeply.
When you ask her this question, you only see the plastered-on smile. What you don’t see is that she goes to the bathroom and locks herself in a stall. You don’t hear her sobs, because she’s mastered the art of crying silently to herself. You don’t see how much your seemingly innocent question is tearing her apart.
I cannot even begin to describe to you some of the crazy situations I’ve been in when someone decided to demand of me when I’m “going to get knocked up” (and yes, it’s been phrased this way…crazy, right?).
I’ve been asked in the middle of a staff meeting, by strangers at a bar, by people I met in the pool on my honeymoon. Quite frankly, it’s embarrassing to be asked such a personal question in such a public environment. Please keep this in mind, and do not put women on the spot like this. It makes us feel so awkward.
I hope you can appreciate that family planning is a personal matter. I can assure you that if a woman does want to discuss it, she will initiate the conversation and tell you all about it! But for a lot of us, we would prefer to have our teeth drilled without Novocaine than to be faced with that question, so please respect our privacy and do not ask us.
Instead, ask me how my kitties are doing—that’s a question I’m always happy to answer!
Author: Veronica Martin
Editor: Travis May