It is not easy
to have my skin.
The way i feel life through.
The way i bleed
when my heart is cracked open.
The way i breath through my anxiety
and rest between my heart beats
in oder to feel i am still alive.
It is not easy
to have my mind,
a wanderer,
an adventure,
a meditator,
a wolf,
a wild creature of the jungle,
a child,
a weird element
that dances through the waves of life
with intesity
and sometimes exhaustion.
It is not easy to live
with my thousands dreams
and commit to none.
It is not easy
to not love
when my heart loves
so widely
and exposed
as its layers become transparent
and i am seen
totally in my innocence
or nakedness
by a stranger
exactely as i am.
It is not easy
to be my own worst critic
while trying to transform myself.
It is not easy
to paint my eyes
with the colors of my passions
and then follow another direction
because the energy that created me
wants me to go elsewhere.
Its not easy to hold
a wild spirit like me
that travels between many worlds
and comes back
as an old soul
that is so young and fresh
at the same time.
It is not easy
to see the world with my eyes
because my eyes
feel everything they see,
they not only give me visuals
of the daily reality that surrounds me.
It is not easy
to be so different
and still be among many
that simply don’t get you.
It is not easy
to be so unique
and still search to fit somewhere
because to be so unique
often means to stand alone
and to be alone sometimes
can damage us.
Because we are made for each other
but it is not always easy
to find a bridge
that connects me and you
without asking of us
to be above the same ocean.
I know it is not always easy
to be you.
To wear your skin.
To feel your heart through this universe.
To understand the many layers
of your psyche
and make sense
of other people reality as well.
It is not easy
to be a human,
hence we came here
to experience what it means
to have the skin we do
and dream the dreams we dream.
We came here to be as complex
as we are.
As weird as we are.
As lost as we often may feel.
As strangers as we are.
But unique
in our layers.
We came here
to be as different
as we could be
and its time for you to be you
and me to be me.
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