You don’t understand.
If I don’t go mad
once in a while
I start to shrink.
I start to die.
If I don’t go out of
my yesterday’s cage,
where all pieces of my old identity
are stored,
i die slowly,
silently at first
and then loudly.
I just cease to exist.
And you know
the greatest irony of all?
I have been the only
and the greatest barrier of all times,
to let go
and let myself loose
to wear a different mask
or no masks at all
and be a different persona.
You know a bitter truth?
I am bored and tired
of my old identity
and it’s clothes.
I need to go mad
once in a while
and I have been holding myself back
for all this time
in a pull and push endless move
towards the abyss…
I want to die a little crazy…
normal never fitted me
and I tried to educate myself to be normal
here and there…
but you can be the whole you
everywhere
or no one at all
at all places.
Let me go mad this time.
I want to break free from my own chains…
…and taste the other side…
…there where my true essence
is waiting to come Undone…
I am really tired of the old me
and these old thoughts and beliefs…
I want to go mad for a while
to create myself anew
each day…
Or else
I’ll die…!
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