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November 7, 2019

You don’t want to f*ck up with a girl like HER

When people show up in your life from some distant or recent past and expect you to be the same as you used to be, they will be for a great surprise.

A shock.

Because you are not the same anymore.

Don’t give anyone the authority nor the right to show up in your life as if they knew you from life times, and accept their poor behavior, their ignorance, their fucked up, not yet leveled up mentality, their whatever level of awarness, just because they are having a hard time or they want to speak with you or just treat you as an entertainer for their gross stupid jokes.

No sugar coating here.

I don’t know how to fake it.

It’s not part of my spirit.

So I will let it be as it is and tell you that you have your birthright to cast people out if they show up again or as first time guests in your life with behaviors,words, storytelling, gross jokes that don’t resonate with who you have become, any longer.

So you want to fuck up with a girl like HER ?

You don’t want to fuck up with a girl that is learning how to love herself. All of her.

Do you ?

You don’t want to fuck up with a girl that is building dreams you have never even thought possible let alone to make them reality.

So you are her parent ?

Perhaps her sibling ?

Her friend maybe?

A temporary pass by-er?

A stranger ?

It does not fucking matter.

Your place will have to be earned in her heart. There are more giveaway-s.

Your trust…

You will have to work hard to earn her trust.

She is not some ATM machine that can provide you quickly and easy your requests.

Forget about it.

Yes. Again.

Forget about it .

One more time.

Forget about it.

She will not open the door for you in her palace. She does not do that any longer for guests who don’t know what it means to take of the shoes , the dirty clothes if needed, with reverence and genuine intention to meet with her, or talk to her, if they want or need to.

She had build her palace and she knows so fucking well how to decorate it…and you will have to earn the chance, the possibility, to lucky day to enter there and se, taste, or just feel what she is made of. What her inner palace is made of.

You don’t want to fuck up with a girl that you used to know in the past that is not there anymore because she destroyed her old self and reinvented her being into a new form , a kinds of strange , powerful and unshakable beauty of shape, do you ?

You don’t want to fuck up with a girl who is nothing like you used to know yesterday because she has found a home within, which like a garden of green plants and vibrant colorful flowers sustains her breath and veins and hear passionate heart.

You don’t want to go back to a girl that is learning how to build and create herself anew each day, a girl that you used to know and expect her to be the same. You won’t find her old sceletons there anymore, so don’t.

You don’t want to fuck up with a girl who has discovered and still in the process of discovering her superpowers, and who is claiming every disowned part of her being, while burning bridges and cutting loose ends with her sharp, otherworldly mind. Do you ?

For she will not recognize you anymore, unlesss you have gathered your shit togather and bow with reverence, genuine respect  in front of her if need to speak or meet with her.

You don’t want to fuck up with a girl that has found a way towards her wholeness and bliss by watering with tears and hard work and lots of fire in her veins all her new dreams and passions that make her fly.

You don’t want to meet with this girl again and keep being the same , by telling her gross jokes or walking over her well visible boundaries because now she does not give a fuck if she losses it all by saying no in order to say yes to her being.

You don’t want to meet this girl who has found a powerful way to hold herself in her arms even in the absence of anyone or anything. Do you ? You will be for a shock. Can you handle it ?

I dout.

You don’t want to fuck up with a girl who has become comfortable in her own skin, exposing her body,by embracing all her inner divine feminine dark energies and making art out of it.

You don’t want to fuck with this girl and make fun of her ways of living life and excusing yourself that you were just joking. Bullshit.

This girl. You don’t know in what kind of powerful kingdom she is residing now, finally creating her own crown,  claiming it , claiming herself worth of so much magic ,abundance and vibrant life filled with REAL love.

You don’t want to fuck up with a girl who used to be so insecure and desperate and co-dependent, but that has found her way to life, a way of life that fills her from within, out. She is to powerful now for you to define or name her any names. So don’t.

This girl knows how to cut the bullshit the first second it appears. She will cut all languages and tongues that don’t response with her voice any longer.

You don’t want to fuck up with a girl that used to be so lost , so scared of herself, so insecure , sooooo fucking desperate but that has awakened to her inner heart full of potential and powerful spirits of animals being her protector.

You don’t want to fuck up with a girl like that.

She will ask you to come naked in front of her, as she dares to be.

Coming in kings or queens clothes without any spirit who is sensitive within, she will take your clothes off and make you see your nakedness. So don’t.

Come real.

Come humble.

Come genuine.

Come pure in your heart and mind.

Or don’t come at all.

She has no more time for her past.

And if you belong to her past, you will remain there, dissolving into he dark ocean of her memory. No life.

For when a girl like her takes decisions and makes new choices you wou’t be able to enter her door again, unless your have made yourself new and meet her whenever she is in her journey.

I dout that you want to fuck up with her. She who has cried so many rivers the whole earth would drown.

She is the magic of life. Re-born. Claiming her worth. Owing all her parts.

You can’t fuck up with a girl like that.

For she will make you go mad,insane…if you can’t meet her there where her soul is vibrating with the beat of the entire Universe.

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