Self love

YOU NEVER ASKED ME TO STAY NOW I REQUEST YOU TO LEAVE WITHOUT MAKING IT WORSE.

Why didn’t he tell me about he was committed before we had sex?
There was no love from the man’s side. Somewhere by evedroping my conversation and he had an exact idea of my situation. He appered exactly the same person i wanted him to be. he got an impression that I want him and he took advantage of it. Any man would have done that. He was already committed. He made sure his relationship with his girl is stable. his idea was to fool around with me someone who is mad about him.

Later when he wanted me to leave so he appeared as a fuck boy in fornt of me .who was never ready for a commitment. So that I leave myself. Which I actually did. Now I am in a situation where I dont a way. I am still trying to find one. Struggling with my issue in life.

This incident taught me most important lesson about love time and relationship.
If the man actually want to he will surely take a few steps forward and makes you a priority if he is not making a move that bcoz he dont want to. Its not that he not ready or confused  he just dont feel you are the one.

To teach someone how to love is not the purpose of a relationship. Courtship is the best time to make your special someone feel the love.I did my bit. If you become hard as a person in the course you never been love. I can very well relate to it.

This experience  has not effected love in me for life animals nature literature and anything I loved before. which I would like to keep intact. Instead of falling in love with idea of love I feel its imp to find someone who is on pace as you are. let you Keep that empty place in you heart intact where you grow as a person. Fulfil you purposes of life.

Parental teachings are best kind of blessings.
You suffer bcoz of you mistakes.By default you loved one suffer too watching suffer. What I know now is Emotions are there to hide from strangers. How to take responsibility of your mistake. To invest your time wisely. And my perception of people and who they really are is can differ totally. Never get carried away so easily.

Time go on with my life,I dont feel any need to talk about it and discuss futher with friends and family. Important is remembers the lesson to be strong enough to admit my mistake.He used my emotions, make sure nobody else in the future .Do not appear as if it is all okay with you. Befriend ppl and know them well then only invest in emtion and time.the man makes it clear his priority then only you take a step forward. Dont decide on anyones behalf.

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