To my x

Thanks you…yes thank you for all the hurts…all the manipulation and all the mud you could put on me…thank you for all the bad words…thanks you for putting so many people against me in so relatively so little time…thank you for putting doubt in the head of my new and caring lover…who even being wise got himself in your drama world…thank you for turning a godly person like me into a vamp in the eyes of others…for a girl who trusted you…thank you for your cruelty and thank you for messing in the job I had…thank you for making me suffer and cry and be afraid as well as initiate fear in me…thank you…to be honest all the mud you did put God will remove them…and all the nasty thing that was told will be washed away…but I beg you…oooh!we never spoke and we will never…I beg you with all the guts and courage I can have to leave me alone…on this day I have no love for you…I wish you well…I do…am a girl who gives food to outside cats and dogs…I am a girl who alw help where I can…who sit in a kovil and do her prayers alone…so am begging you to leave me…you had it all…true…but today no…my heart is for him…maybe as being told by many he is not perfect…but I care for him…I care that he is eating well…that he is taking his med…he is exercising properly…he is reading good books…that he can make his own decisions…he is older and I know…and I love him…Maybe in your world you still belong to you…but it is not true…it is the way it is…you married a girl…you have a baby and this is where you belong…the society can be enough crazy to give you support to try in the name of love to do nonsence…but the one who stand up first and tell me if this young girl was there daughter…is it a life they would want for her…and if this child was there grand child is it a life you would want her to have…you running away again from your responsibility…am a good girl…I don’t need to prove it…I am…so let go of what if…and let me take my life back…yes…I could be a business woman…and being my own boss…I could be married and support my hubby…I could be a house wife…but today neither you or  the society should interfere…am a good girl with a strong personality…so good luck…and be happy…and if you still feel the need to brake up with this young girl…you have appx 20 girls who you wasted your time after me…take one of them…it what it was about a game…love is no game…you fool…love is the only godly form in earth…

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