I see a lot of people blaming themselves. They blame their day, and the God that made it that way. For the day didn’t go the way they thought. They have goals and inspire to do more. They want to be more and have a little more. They want to follow the list. What list may this be? The step by step list on how to live their lives. Who made this list? Themselves. They see a goal and decided it can only be reached by one road. One day goes by and they do something that’s not on their list. They panic and cause a frantic. It wasn’t on my list! I wasted my day with something that’s not going to pay! I’m going about my life the wrong way. Who said the wrong way? The list? The list that YOU made? There was no wrong way until you labeled something the right way. If you didn’t plan your life ahead, wouldn’t you think that everything you do is okay? And everything is no more than one at play. I’m at play. But there’s no way! You’re having fun? But you need to plan ahead. Choose one life and you will get ahead. Choose one life and your magic will die today. The little kid inside of you dies today. But it is so you can live this way. But you have to go through all the required ways. But I need a stable life. I need to make money so when I’m older I can be set, honey. Do you give more importance to 70 year-old you, than present you, the one that’s true? The one you do not know; yet you say is better though? I do not understand because here I am. At 21. And I’m thinking this Leslie is more important than that Leslie. I know only what I feel in the present moment, not what I will feel when I am 50 or older. And right now, I’m bored. I’m tired and I’ve been ignored. I’m planning for today, although i know not what today might say.