I really hate ending things on bad terms with people. I am not one to give up on anyone, and often stick around much longer than I should. But I’ve wasted years of my life on people who won’t love me the way that I love them — honest, loyal, caring & unconditionally giving, relentlessly trying to build them up. Yet, I find myself in this vicious cycle of being the one that’s left torn down, being told I’m the reason things go wrong, and feeling like I just wasn’t good enough for them to fight for me.

I am breaking the cycle.
I am DONE with giving myself to people who don’t deserve me. DONE feeling like I’m the one that’s not good enough, when they are the ones who aren’t good enough for me! I have woken up to my true value. It’s also like I’m feeling ashamed, yet humbled, that it took this long.. there’s truly no looking back now!

I’m a different person than I was yesterday..
Now I’m merely focused on living my life knowing I’m doing the right thing by my children no matter what! As for the rest.. it’s just background noise.