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May 28, 2020

A small reflection before 25

Millionaire by 25, do you think you can do it?

Yeah, I do actually,

I have been surrounding myself with people, environments and opportunities that will increase my ability to reach my goal faster than from where I was before.

I’ve always been looking for a way to express myself and how I feel. Reflecting back on my life as an individual I struggled with the battles of having to write in a certain format. I am a tactile learner, a person who learns from doing and so cannot benefit from reading multiple different articles, I need to engage in conversation, to be understood in dialect to make sense of everything that is.

Today is a magical day,

Today I realised I am a visionary, reflecting on my past enables me to create focus on my future. I saw memories in a way I had never seen them before.

I was able to take a break, I fully took a break, I was overstimulated with computer screens, overstimulated with what I need to do, what I have to do and I took a moment to say No.

Instead, I closed my door, shut the blinds, laid in my bed, closed my eyes, and processed.

During this moment of processing, I saw visions and memories.

It began through the process of feelings. I knew I was seeing memories from my mind’s eye and I was altering and changing my perception of them through visualising. I have gained some kind of control and power over my mind.

My awareness has altered, I have felt a shift within me.

Reflecting on who I was 5 months ago, to who I am now. I cannot believe the healing process I have gone through.

Healing.

Since my traumatic experience of last year (Feb 2019). I have embarked upon a journey of self-healing, evaluating, and creating.

It first began with my mother’s touch.

I moved back home.

I moved back home and we both began the process of healing. Together.

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