Not Wanting Me

He doesn’t want me any more.

My heart sinks to the floor.

I’m alone and afraid.

He doesn’t see me.

I’m dismayed.

He moves on with great ease.

Not a person to please.

He backs away.

He doesn’t care, doesn’t play….

He protecting himself, from the storm from the slaughter.

He is protecting self as a man as a father.

He can’t jump into the water once again.

It’s too deep, too dark, he is afraid it won’t end.

He will drown in the waves, being taken by the power.

He won’t have a raft, he will be there for hours.

Maybe days and weeks and months and years.

He will be forever drowning in a lot of tears.

Who would want that, no one you see.

No one wants to drown, they just want to be.

Be happy and glad, content and stable.

No one will stay with me since I’m mot able.

That’s ok, I’ll have some tales to tell.

However this is the saddest one, that many know well.

Moving forward is all there is to do.

However I admit this is sad but true.

The love that was lost the way it was destroyed.

Like drowning in the water and into the void.

The void of the unknown, no one wants to be there.

I get it my love, it’s just best to stay clear…