Dysfunctional Romance

I’m exhausted, overwhelmed. My feelings around me fall and shatter like the bottle I intended to throw with a hint of soft laughter.

My heart races my head pounds what am I doing , what needs to be found?

I’m out of control my emotions escaped. I could not control them could not keep the pace. Why does this person trigger these in me? I don’t know if it’s love or just an epitome.

An epitome of what you ask…. The drama, the risk, the half hearted attempts to not be dismissed. The feeling so high and then so low. How do you manage that how does it even grow?

It always ends bad look at the others…

Sid and Nancy, The Burton’s, The Fitzgerald’s all star crossed lovers.

Their emotions were too much and then not enough to recover.

All were epic romances. Was it worth it? Who knows …but these are the tales that have been so mesmerizing and the ones to be told.

Realistically what does this mean. I don’t know. Im inspired enough to write about it. It seems to flow…

From the pit in my stomach, the wall around my heart, the ache in my soul from being apart. Probably forever is what I suspect. Another star crossed lover tale that has been laid to rest.