Have you ever felt caged, trapped, stuck in a place you don’t like?

Imagine if you will, knowing your caged. In a town small enough to block you from every job, and your concerned that reaching out will only bring trouble to those who you reach out to. Not only are you concerned you have seen what can be done, to those you do reach out to. Now add in a digital snare, that stops your communication, and can even reply back to your efforts as if it was who you tried to contact. This is a miserable place to be in, and very few survive to be able to tell the nightmare.

This is something that does happen, and it’s not in some 3rd world country. It happens right here on American Soil. I am a 38 year old, Male, living in South Dakota. I have been blessed By God, and am surviving this exact situation.

I have tried in covert ways to get help, I have tried in obvious ways to get help, not just to free me from the devastation but to liberate myself from addictions.  Those that know what they are inflicting upon me, are scared of my knowledge to their ways. I have actively tried to get help. To escape the nightmare I am living. If it were as easy as getting a job, trust me, I would already be working.

My situation is one of many levels of help being needed. First and foremost, a safe place to sleep, eat, and call home. Secondly the ability to pay the bills and a job at the local fast food joint doesn’t do such, because I get told I am too skilled for the job. 3rd people like to assume things, and it’s much easier to stand on the outside pointing fingers and snickering, than it is to understand just how wicked some people can be. Especially our own government.

This may not be true to all Governing bodies, but I do know that here, in District 4, that is very much the case. The judge(s) bail bondsman, the deputy sheriff, several attorneys, a local bar/restaurant, treatment center, a major broadcasting company, etc.. all sit at the same family table for Holliday’s. This may help you understand how easily they can affect how your viewed/accepted in a community of less than 8k people, in a entire state with a population of less than 1million. They control everything.

I’ve been very blessed and have had a great friend to have a roof over my head, but even with that, it’s not a healthy place for me to be. With that said, here is another effort asking for help. Please editors as you read this, understand I need help escaping these assholes. They have destroyed me, and made me out to be something I am not.