September 13, 2014

Loving the Bully Within. ~ Jeff Leisawitz

loving the bully within

The world is full of bullies.

They come in many shapes, sizes and colors.

It’s true. In one way or another someone will eventually intentionally overpower you. Kick your ass and/or heckle and tease you until you cry.

Maybe it’s in a romantic relationship. Maybe it’s that asshole boss. Or your idiot neighbor. Or any of a million other people that just keep firing in your direction. It is (part of) human nature.

Yes, there’s tons of goodness and love and sweetness and ice cream, too. But this post is about the bully part.

So, what’s a bully all about? As far as I know (and I should, because I was bullied as a kid at summer camp), a bully is someone who hurts us and ridicules us just because they can. Their intention is to exert power through intimidation. Of course, it always comes from the bully’s own fear and insecurity. This is a huge piece of the bully pie.

When someone has a reasonable amount of security, stability and self-esteem, there’s no reason for them to push anybody else around. People may get frustrated and aggressive at times, but at their core, anyone with their basic needs met will eventually back off when they come to their senses. Bullies rarely back off.

When a bully shows up in your world, your lizard brain kicks right in. Fight or flight. And since the bully’s mission in life is to harass and terrorize you, and they’re probably pretty good at it, chances are good that you’ll pick “flight.” However, if you’re at the end of your tether, or if the bully pushes the wrong button on the wrong day, you may pick “fight.”

I’m gonna suggest another option that transcends these primal responses.

Love the bully. Seriously, deeply, with all the kindness and compassion your heart can stir.

You know they’re hurting. Somewhere along the line, like all of us, they’ve been abused, mistreated. In one way or another they’re scared, anxious and tormented themselves. And for whatever reason, they choose to act out in the board room, the bedroom, the freeway, the street.

If you run from the bully, they gain power. You encourage them to act out again with you and with others. If you step up and fight with the bully, whether the violence is physical or emotional, it adds conflict to the universe. And we really don’t need any more of that.

That said, I do believe there are times to fight.

So when the bully is rattling her saber, if you can lose the fear and engage her with genuine love, it’s a win. The bully will feel it, even if she doesn’t show it or react at the moment. And you just took a monumental step in your personal evolution. In fact, now would be the time to take it to the next level.

Be grateful for your bully. Deeply and genuinely.

Do it (for real) and your karma points will skyrocket. You will be a superstar.

So I suspect up until now you’ve been conjuring memories, futures or current issues with bullies out there in the world. And this wisdom still goes. But the real deal is bringing the love to the bully within.

You know what I’m talking about. The inner voice that talks you into (or out of) taking bold action.

Believing in yourself. Loving yourself. Taking risks.

Trusting your intuition.

This bully is the biggest bitch. The worst offender. The most destructive. This bully lives in us all. Sometimes she whispers and sometimes she shouts but she’s always there. She’s been hurt, wounded, harmed, traumatized.

Running from her only makes her stronger. Fighting with her may temporarily overpower her voice, but she’ll be back. The only way to quiet her for real, forever, is to love her deeply. To love yourself deeply.

There are a million ways to do this but first you have to acknowledge her and her pain. Accept her. And then open your heart to her. She’ll probably cry. Then she’ll thank you. Then she’ll vanish. Then your heart will shine again in ways you cannot imagine.





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Editor: Emily Bartran

Photos: Courtesy of the author

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