I know it shouldn’t be normal, but it’s usual for me to feel so frustrated, depressed and devastated most of the time.
You will know me as the independent, fierce and confident lady, but at nights, I cry. I blame myself for the tasks undone and for the unsuccessful projects.
Most of the time I believe that I’m at fault for all the negative things happening, that I am not worthy of the happiness, that maybe I was born to be lonely. That I am not deserving of anything.
My Future Love, I don’t look for someone so perfect. I only long for someone to hug me when I feel so down. In your arms, I’ll feel home. Someone to lift me up when I feel like everyday is as if not worthy to stand up to, you will be my source of strength.
That one person who will stay by my side while I learn to appreciate and glue back all my broken pieces together. Or not… actually, my Future Love, I am longing for someone who will still take me wholly though I am broken and messed up.
My Future Love, I cannot offer you a lot but I assure to give you all of me. I won’t let go for you, I am still moving on for love.Until the day we meet, my Future Love.
Hugs and Kisses. xx
Illustration by: Hyocheon Jeong
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