Pride & prejudice…

She wanted you to love her…not for the car she drove not for the career she could unfold and not for the money she could make…

Before also they told her to change her car…the fool was driving a BMW & she told him…will changing her car make him love her more…and she is very happy not to be with him…

And the reason she can’t change her car…simple there too many implications…you need to sell the old one…look for a new one…and being on her own she need her car to get her thing done…she can’t be without a car…but who can understand that…when you need to do grocery or simply get something urgently…never had time to ponder on a new car…

It is on her to do list somewhere but not a priority. She is still learning to manage a budget. Since she is on her own and never had any accountability to no one, she done a little how she feels and when she feels.

Oooh! She is sexy they said…watch the cut…tell..slim…elegant…hot…with or without makeup…it is the same…with or without high heels it is the same…of course not her doing…at all…she is beautiful as simple as that and not because they look that she is ok with it. She does think physically there is nicer girls…but then we all know why people come to her…not so much for her beauty…but she is warm…understanding…compasionate…caring and there is this energy…the feel good factor…but how can she explain this to the man she loves…

Trust…if only he could trust her…trust is such a rare thing…if only he could take the time to stop at what people said and go back to the time when it was just him and her…the time they they laugh and said funny jocks…the time he advise her on her hair cut…or the time she told him that growing old alone is hard…if only he could stop and think…it not so much about her physical…it just people see her alone and think she is free and try their luck…it does cause broken heart…it does create confusion…when love is a simple feeling…if only he could stop listen to his heart…she still the girl with a big smile who he enjoy speaking…???

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