Today..

today I went for a walk..I love walking through the woods..I get lost in my own thoughts..is not an escape..is clarification..trying to have everything clear before I take action…

I think how much my life change after the marriage and two kids..(which I wouldn’t change for anything)..I do my best to be a good mum and try to ‘educate ‘my kids the best I can..

now..I remember thinking as a teenager that I wasn’t going to do the same mistakes as my parents..of course not..my kids will be different..Rubbish..

My oldest son is 12 and for some reason everything I say end up in an argument and bad mood..I understand that is a lot of pressure..new school..new friends..puberty arrived so soon ..Xbox..blah blah..what about respect..respect for self ..respect for your parents..just Respect..seems that I have to be the one who shout ..the one that Constantly repeat Get a LIFE..get off that bloody tv ..that game..bring back the good you..

It is hard work but I don’t want to give up ..my love is greater than fear..when I punish him taking everything from him(devices)he will eventually say sorry..but he need to understand that he need to work towards it..every single day and the goal is not ..if I behave I can play on my Xbox..

If there is somebody out there that feel the same..please don’t give up on your kids ..help them live a conscious life..they are OUR FUTURE..

Namaste🙏

Francesca Cox

UK

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