Walls, Wounds and Wishes Fulfilled

I never thought of myself as having walls up.

When I went to retreat with my Mastermind and my business coach earlier this year in Georgia the spirit message that came through clearly was to “let down the walls”. Which is interesting because I never thought of myself as a person who had walls up. I certainly was not the stereotypical introvert. I was social in social situations. I was co-founder of a sorority in college, a club promoter for a short period in my late 20s and I can work the room with donors at fundraising events.

However, it was undeniable that Spirit really wanted me to “take the walls down” because the bedroom I preselected in this venue that we were being hosted in ended up having a door frame with no door! It was the only bedroom out of 15 bedrooms in this massive house that did not have a door.

I was humbled by this loud spirit message.

It made me drop into deep honesty with myself.

I have always kept friends at arm’s length never letting too many get too close. I was quick to kick people out of my life. On the one hand, this worked out for me because as I quickly evolved over the years and grounded deeper in my power I never had to worry what my inner circle would think about me now that I was different. But the downside obviously is a lack of deeper authentic connection.

I was grateful for the spirit message in Georgia. I simmered in this “doorway” to my next level breakthrough….. Simmered in the thought of “I need to let down my walls”. Uncertain of how to implement this Spirit guidance, I continued to gaze upon this awareness that I HAVE walls and it was preventing new levels of success in my business.

You see, how you BE in one area of your life is how you BE across all areas of your life. These walls that I’ve had my entire life was blocking me from attaining the next level of success in my business.

Now cut to another scene in my life where I am having a sacred shamanic hoop drum custom made for me. I’ve been called to drum for years and finally gave myself permission to buy one because the calling got so loud during a recent sound healing bath a few months ago.

I was called to have my drum be created with deer hide which is connected to the heart chakra. As my customized drum dried the person making the drum noticed a slight rip in the hide that was “not there before” and had to create a new one for me.

Hours after hearing this news spirit helped me to fully understand the connection between the deer hide, the heart chakra, the rip, the door-less bedroom, the guidance to let down my walls. It became super clear.

I remembered when the Cosmic Christ revealed to me years ago that my heart has been ravaged across time. My heart has been ripped out of my body while I was alive for ceremony thousands of lifetimes ago. And there were numerous lifetimes where my heart just gave out and I died due to heart attacks. And through past life regressions, I also know of lifetimes where I was depressed and took my own life.

It all made sense. The walls around my heart have been there for EONS. And I need to break these walls so that I can serve my soul’s purpose in full capacity now in this life FOR this time on Earth.

The rip in the deer hide was a manifestation of my Wounded Heart.

I needed this awareness to be dripped into my consciousness so that I can powerful and intentionally use my drum to offer myself this million year old healing and fully Let Down the Walls.

This is an example of the subconscious programming that runs our life AND our business.

How can a higher flow of clients access you if you have walls up, right?

There are many to thank for this awareness and breakthrough at hand. Obviously my Spirit guides, numerous people that have contributed to the building energy over the past few months and also my business coach.

Only in the Sacred Space of a business coach who understands transformation and let’s Spirit lead could such powerful awareness be received.

And I am always committed to holding Sacred Space for my clients in this way as well because this deeper inner work is truly what will create powerful and permanent shifts in your life and business.

There is no marketing magic pill.

Your business success hinges on your healing, your self Mastery and your Ascension in vibration.

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