Calling for Strength (& Why We Should Throw Arrows). ~ Lara Heimann

Via Lara Heimannon Jul 31, 2013

bow and arrow

Weakness and frailty are all around me right now.

My 74-year old dad is in the hospital for the second time in three weeks, my 17- year old cat drinks more and more water at her bowl, signaling the gradual failing of her kidneys, and my 14-year old cat limps toward me with an old man quality in his aging joints.

My mind spins as I try to stay calm with all this impending doom clouding the many shiny elements in life.

Just breathe, I think to myself, just breathe.

But I know that breath is not enough. I need oxygen, but even more, I need physical and mental strength.

Power will serve as a warrior shielding me from my negative and pessimistic thoughts. Power will wake me up and make me show up in my life, when I feel a desire to turn off and shut down. Power will bring me peace when I hear unwanted news; it will remind me to breathe and focus on reality instead of journeying into dark imaginings.

And most of all, power will fuel and fortify my fragile interior in order for it to hold space for those who need me and who need my protection—my father, mother and, most importantly, my children whose own lives are sweet and young and do not need to be coated with the rusty tarnish of fear, bewilderment and frustration. For them, life is still mostly fair and just. There are rainbows after storms, playgrounds at schools, kisses and hugs after fights, and snuggles before bed.

Physical strength gives me energy, makes me stand taller, think clearer, and offers me a foundation upon which my priorities can take root.

When I have felt the least powerful in my body, I remember feeling less secure about choices, less engaged in my surroundings and more crowded with emotions that were not as healthy, like anxiety, doubt, fatigue, apathy, etc.

I know that by committing to a challenging and powerful yoga practice, I give myself the gift of possibility, potential, progress, and positivity.

I know I can” speaks volumes in this ever-shifting world: these words throw arrows at roadblocks in the shape of fear and regret. I choose to practice strength to be strong just as I choose to practice kindness to be compassionate. And in my yoga practice, I often accomplish both.

So, for myself, for my parents, my friends, family, children, and community, I want to be strong.

And I am.

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Assist. Ed: Jade Belzberg/Ed: Sara Crolick

{photo: via Pinterest}

About Lara Heimann

Movement has always been Lara Heimann’s favorite form of medicine, beginning with her early years as an athlete, dancer, and aerobics instructor and eventually with her passion for yoga. Combining her love of anatomy and creative movement, she developed YogaStream, a challenging and creatively playful yoga method that emphasizes anatomy, alignment and intelligent sequencing. Lara owns YogaStream studio in Princeton, NJ, directs its’ 200 hour YA- certified teacher training school, leads international retreats, is an ambassador for Lululemon, YogaEarth, and Perfect Snaque, and is a physical therapist, holistic health counselor, natural foods chef and and mama of two cute kids. www.yogastream.netwww.facebook.com/yogastream

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