5 Loving Ways to Deal with Our Childhood Issues – Forgiveness Heals.

Via Tanya Lee Markul
on Apr 20, 2011
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I’m placing my aching heart before you – please operate.


At some point in our lives it’s important to forgive our parents for whatever they may have done to hurt or disappoint us and most importantly to allow ourselves to heal.

It can seem extremely difficult to forgive the people who have brought us into this life and then perhaps abandoned or deprived us of some very special ingredients i.e. love, guidance and attention, etc.

Some of the issues we have as adults (intimacy, anger, anxiety and self esteem) most likely developed when we were children. Perhaps we don’t even realize or understand the trauma that stems from long ago, but no matter what, as we persevere on our journey to discovering our true selves, we need to be able to open new doors, develop peace of mind and accept that all beings are fallible and worthy of love.

1. Find the strength. Know that you already have the ability to tap into the strength and resilience that lies within. You made it this far. You have the ability to go further, all you have to do is believe. Make a willed choice to replace the negative thoughts, patterns and experiences with compassion and positivity. Changing patterns requires more practice than choice. Use your strength to do so. Know that you are capable of extraordinary acts of love and heroic changes of heart. You can heal.

When obstruction arises, practice the opposite thought. – Yoga Sutras 2.33, Patanjali

2. Forgiveness and self forgiveness. Many of us may question why it’s important to forgive. It’s important because in so many ways it sets us free. If we refuse to forgive we remain a constant prisoner and victim of the past. We incessantly relive old patterns, old beliefs and then send these messages out into the world to be replicated by others over and over again. We forgive for the sake of our own inner freedom, to relinquish ourselves from the past and to become present. We forgive to reconnect with the oneness of the world.

Who says I can’t be free

From all the things that I used to be

Rewrite my history –

Who says I can’t be free?

John Mayer

3. Release. Mediate, do yoga, pray, volunteer – find ways to access your inner grace. Don’t suppress your emotions. Journal, talk about it and allow your grievances and pain to move around. We often pack our trauma and hardships into tiny boxes and hide them deep inside our being. We avoid these areas as we’re afraid of what it might feel like if we rediscover them, if we deal with them. Don’t be afraid. Talk to your parents. Be assertive, but compassionate. It will only help you. Even if they don’t listen or don’t’ want to hear it, it will help.

4. You are what you think. Stop beating yourself up. No matter how they treated you, no matter what happened, it wasn’t because there was something wrong with you. Stop judging yourself, being overly critical and feeling you weren’t good enough. Be honest and aware about what your actions, reactions and intentions are trying to compensate for in life.

5. All signs point back to you. You are in control. If your parents were abusive to you, or just not all they could be, know that they were probably victims of the same behavior. You have the ability to change this. For your children, your family, friendships and relationships, you can break this pattern. And, in the end, if you don’t get an apology or if your relationship with your parents doesn’t change for the better over time, know that you have. No matter what, it all always boils back down to you. Perhaps if we all work diligently on our ‘issues’ we become less careless to keep passing them on.

Asato Ma Sat Gamaya
Tamaso Ma Jyotir Gamaya
Mrityor Ma Amritam Gamaya
Om Shanti Shanti Shanti.

Lead Us From the Unreal To Real,
Lead Us From Darkness To Light,
Lead Us From Death To Immortality,
Aum (the universal sound of God)
Let There Be Peace Peace Peace.


About Tanya Lee Markul

Luring the magic of what is natural back into our daily lives, Tanya Markul is a freer of creativity, of inner beauty + power, and an enthusiastic igniter of the wild spirit! She re-writing the wild flower sutras, and offers a refreshing & badass view on spirituality, wellness & authentic living. Sensitivity is her tree trunk, flower stem, and nucleus. It is her belly, and her heart. Tanya is an artist of life, a faery of trees, a wanderer of the dark, a writer of heart, a misfit yogini, and an Urban Priestess apprentice. She believes in the power of your personal weird, quirky, magic, and that only path toward inner freedom & light, is through the dark — eyes closed, heart open. Tanya is the creator of The Urban Howl, Yoga Write Now & Waking Wild. Join her free forum for monthly yoga & writing practices here. Join her free forum for 30 days of exercise for 30 days here. Join her on Facebook, Instagram, Twitter & get her free weekly & quirky newsletter here.


13 Responses to “5 Loving Ways to Deal with Our Childhood Issues – Forgiveness Heals.”

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  2. tamara says:

    this was lovely and perfect for me to read today. Issues I had thought I'd forgiven/resolved were triggered this past week and have felt caught in a space of anger/blame that last few days. So thank you for your words and the perfect reminder! Curious if the last passage is a song….?

  3. Tamara says:

    hey nice name. and, i've had the same experience this week.

  4. tanya lee markul says:

    Hi Tamara. Thanks so much for sharing. I have experienced this many times in my life. There are so many layers to our beings and we seem to store and hide things in any space that we can. These little things then seem to reappear when we least expect them to, or just as we thought we were 'over' it. When I start to feel this way I try hard to not attach anything 'new' to it – analyzations, blame, etc. Try to observe and breathe my way through it. You can do it. 🙂 Are you wondering about Asato… it is a mantra – check it out http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8lBJxl5TE00&fe…. Much love, Tanya

  5. tanya lee markul says:

    Hi Tamara. Hang in there, this too shall pass. 🙂 Much love, Tanya

  6. Joe Sparks says:

    Everyone one of us who have grown up in this culture have these "frozen needs" that get attached to others unawarely. Like love, closeness, security, etc. These are some of the basic rational needs we needed growing up, but we never got. We are now longing for our "true love" to fill those needs. It gets attached to a person. That's why relationships never work based on that premise. No one can fill that old need. It needs to be felt. The pain of abandonemnt , isolation, unlovable, etc.. feels unbearable, most people are unwilling to face and feel those deep early hurts and you can't do it alone. We have become a culture of numbing ourselves with things etc…

  7. tanya lee markul says:

    Hi Joe. Thanks for your reply. I was just thinking about this yesterday – how here in the Western world we have so many methods to numb or escape – the television, food, alcohol, bad relationships, etc, etc, etc. And, i agree, in order to heal a lot of those old hurts, we can't do it alone. I suppose that is why it's so important to build strong communities and have support systems around us that build each other up versus tearing each other down…

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