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May 19, 2016

The Jail of the Mind: Time Off for Good Behavior.

Flickr/the euskadi 11

I have a good friend who was sentenced to a nine-year jail term for writing bad checks.

While that may seem like a perverse miscarriage of justice, especially since the checks bounced and no one lost money, this story has a happy ending. During his jail time he started to meditate, and he found a certain calmness and peace in his life that he hadn’t had before and now lives a productive and happy life.

One of the funny anecdotes he likes to tell is that, when he was leaving jail for the last time, they didn’t give him his belt back. Due to the fact he had lost a great deal of weight, his pants were 10 inches too large, and as he walked through the barricade leading to freedom, his pants fell down around his ankles and he mooned the jail that had been his home for so many years.

I tell this story because it is a tale of our times—an allegory of how many people unknowingly live their life. Most of us live in the prison cell between our ears, and we are our own jailer.

What we do with our time determines whether we eventually free ourselves or suffer continuously in our own mental prison. Pretty much every horror story you have ever of heard happening in prison, can and does happen between our ears. We die many deaths, we stab ourselves by endless criticism, we mourn for our freedom, we constantly fight with ourselves over our story being the most tragic or ironically, the happiest (although the latter seems to not be as popular these days).  So how do we free ourselves from our self-made prison and live a life of freedom instead?

Here are some suggestions I’d like to share that I learned both from my friend and also while observing myself and others:

Make a new story. While my friend was in prison, he imagined that he was living in a cave on a mountain top like a guru in Tibet. He actually found a lot of positives about his experience. He had the promise of food everyday (even if it wasn’t the best), and he had all the time in the world to meditate and contemplate life. Think about it, when you are in prison, you have a lot of down time and can get really deep inside of yourself. He was not in a maximum security prison, so he wasn’t so concerned about his personal safety. Rather than be a victim, he decided to become as well-read and enlightened as he could be.

Take Responsibility. We have to accept the fact that sometimes we get unpleasant results. We can blame others for our problems, but ultimately, we are the ones who set the stage for those unpleasantries to show up. We have to accept the fact that we don’t have “problems,” we have learning experiences—“opportunities for growth” if you will. The old cliché applies here: life is what happens when we had something else planned. We planned, God laughed. Humor arises from the unexpected, and we need to cherish the unexpected. I often wonder if the caterpillar knows what is going to happen when it lies down for that cocoon nap. I believe that the troubles and trials of life that we encounter are like going to an emotional, mental and spiritual gym—we have the opportunity to develop our “personal growth muscles” if we start lifting those heavier weights that come with those challenges. The results are usually better than we could ever imagine.

Grow up. Most of the mental jails I see were built in childhood. We get stuck in these prisons because we never grew out of those experience that shaped us then. Maturity requires delayed gratification, discipline, awareness and mindfulness. We need to finish what we start, keep our promises, live free of supervision and let sh*t go (forgive). Most prisons (real and metaphorical) have the trap of letting someone else tell us how to live our lives. We surrender our authority and disempower ourselves to authority figures (parents, gurus), so we don’t have to take responsibility for our lives or how they turn out. I have a long history of disempowering myself to gurus, and I did not escape that prison until I committed to marching to the beat of my own drum. It is a bit more challenging to be sure, but a lot more freeing and a hell of a lot more gratifying.

Meditate. Obviously my friend had a lot of time to meditate. There isn’t a lot to do in prison. Most people who are locked in their own prison don’t even realize that they have placed themselves in a self-imposed jail. When we meditate, we get to look around our mental and emotional landscape and see what needs to be changed and emotionally purged. Eventually we get the opportunity to change everything about our lives by changing our thinking from being a victim to being an emancipator. When we live a life of freedom free from our own self-imposed imprisonment, we are not only taking off the heavy coat of victim-hood but we are also an inspiring example for everyone else.

Deal with your sh*t. Personal prisons are built from our addictions, habits, beliefs, chronic self-defeating behavior and self-doubt. When we are radically honest with ourselves, we know this. We know exactly what we are addicted to, whether it is substances, behavior, people, places or things. We have to have faith, courage and discipline to break out of our prison—a lot of it. Self-doubt will stop us before we even step through the doorway out of our prison. We would rather live a life of misery that we know, than look the unknown in the face. We have to quit listening to that voice in our mind that keeps us locked in our prison. You know that voice, the one that whispers in the night that we are failures, constant disappointments and will die alone, so why bother trying? We have to pick ourselves up, lift our chins, put one foot in front of the other (baby steps welcomed) and carry on.

My escape from prison, like my friend’s, only came after I had lost everything important to me. I am truly grateful that it was not my destiny to spend nine years in prison. I am hardheaded, and I don’t wish my experiences on anyone. However, many of us need to get a harsh wake-up call before we realize that we are in the middle of a sh*t-storm that we can get out of.  We all have to endure whatever we endure, before we wake up to the sound of wonder, and start to imagine what life on the other side of the prison wall would be like. I would have loved to drop my pants and moon everyone when I escaped from my prison, but that is stuff of legends and a story for another day.  At this time and place, I am happy to be exactly where I am.

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Author: James Robinson

Editor: Yoli Ramazzina

Photo: Flickr/the euskadi 11

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James Robinson

James Robinson has been a trusted business advisor and recognized expert in spirituality, for over 40 years. He is committed to educating individuals and businesses about the true nature of reality, helping them breakthrough illusions to become happier, healthier and more prosperous through his popular radio show, workshops, personal and professional development programs, speaking engagements and energy healings.
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With nearly 30 years as an award-winning attorney coupled with his successful entrepreneurial endeavors and unique life experiences, James brings his rare blend of wisdom, experience and consciousness to shift any problem – physical, emotional, spiritual or mental. Certified in countless healing modalities, James has facilitated thousands of healings all around the world and has 20+ years experience teaching individuals and corporations to become more effective and prosperous. He is an active philanthropist, dedicated to service and a champion of corporate consciousness, traveling the world to teach and advance humanitarian endeavors. Always empowering, always engaging, James is a sought-after speaker in boardrooms and beyond, inspiring people to greater levels of success, happiness and peace wherever he goes.
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An award-winning writer, James has written five books, including international book award winners, “How Big is Your But?” and “What is Love,” and has been published in national medical journals. He has appeared on national TV and radio shows and has a clientele that reaches every corner of the globe. James is an avid writer with equal parts intellect and creative, and a passion for sharing and inspiring people through his popular radio show, blog, thought-provoking posts & tweets, books and poetry. He is currently working on two new books and a screenplay.
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Self-described as a Master of Rowdy Bliss, his greatest wish is that people stop taking life so darned seriously and smile more often. So relax, and smile. Connect with him on his website.