Sometimes I Think Karma Might Be a Bunch of Bullsh*t.

Via Dianne Bondy
on Sep 23, 2013
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I have been living under the understanding that “what’s comes around goes around.”

Or maybe it’s “what goes around comes around;” at any rate, the message is that we are responsible for our actions.

I have been thinking about Karma a lot; it has been part of my ethical compass for as long as I can remember. My mother taught me about Karma and it has kept me on my toes.

Lately, I’ve been having a crisis of my karmic beliefs….I’m beginning to wonder if karma actually works.

On a trip recently, I had a serious crisis of Karma. I was driving a rental car, exiting a parking garage in downtown Baltimore. I had it for about five minutes, so I was getting used to it—I also have a phobia about parking garages, so I tend to be extra mindful.

I was carefully exiting the parking garage when a sleek black Audi rolled up behind me and began to ride my bumper, laying on the horn furiously. My first instinct was to slam on the brakes and let him rear-end my rental, but good sense stopped me and I took a breath.

I waved him around—I am not one to stand in the way of people. So, he pulled up along side me and stopped. I think I’m about to be shot, but instead he screams at me “How dare you waste my time!” He was clearly outraged and sped away.

I was in shock and actually laughed because he took the time to tell me off. I continued to mindfully exit the garage. I caught up to him at the light. He looked over at me with disgust and scorn. I wanted to flash him the bird, but instead I flash the peace sign and bless him.

It’s good Karma, don’t ya know—I have compassion for him. He sped away, running the red light, to get away from me. No repercussions for running the red light. No karmic-spanking for being a jackass.

I was disappointed, but I was determined not to let the situation color my opinion of Baltimore.

The idea is, if we do bad things, then bad things will happen to us, supposedly exponentially. Karma is the law of cause and effect. Every action has a huge reaction.

I am struggling with that belief lately; I teach yoga and we talk about the laws of Karma. We get what we give; not always in equal parts! I am not so sure I believe that anymore. Is there such thing as Karma? Do our actions matter in the grand scheme of the universe? Is it possible that bad things just happen to good people and that wicked people prosper—just because?

Photo: Eponbri

I took a course in the laws of Karma from the expert, Geshe Michael Roach. He has written a whole bunch of books and lectures extensively about Karma, and it seems to work for him.

He has sown the seeds of his own Karma with the scandal at Diamond Mountain; and yet, this doesn’t seem to be affecting him.

Geshe taught us (and I’m over-simplifying, but you get the point) that when people get sick or children die is it  because of their Karma. Babies die because the actions of their past lives have caught up with them.

I have a had a difficult time reconciling this.

In yoga, as well as in Buddhism, we are taught that Karma rules.

“In Buddhist teaching, the law of Karma, says only this: for every event that occurs, there will follow another event whose existence was caused by the first event, and this second event will be pleasant or unpleasant according as its cause was skillful or unskillful.”

I am not sure that this philosophy is working for me any more—I have become discouraged with Karma.

If Karma rules the world, why can’t I see it? Why isn’t karma more instantaneous? Why didn’t that jackass get a ticket for willfully running a red light? Why do companies that destroy the earth, steal from consumers and defraud people continue to prosper?

Why is it so hard for people doing good works in the world to be financially stable? They share their wealth, shouldn’t they have more?  It seems to me that wealthy get wealthier and prosperity follows bad behavior. Why do some do-gooders suffer?

I have even seen this in the practice of yoga, when Gurus abuse their power and all is forgiven. We turn a blind eye to bad behavior, by waiting for Karma to take care of it. The yogis mantra is “their Karma will get them.”

Will it? Do people even care about their Karma?

When I see wicked people prosper, I tell myself they must have been saints in a past life. There have must have been a ton of saints with years of absolution for all the bad acts we see today. People keep telling me, “look at the bigger picture here, you’re not seeing the entire experience.” I’m not sure there is one; so far, no one has come back from a past life to tell us beware of what you do—hell is a bitch!

Has our belief in Karma actually created a bunch of spiritual by-passers who don’t speak up for injustice or hold others accountable for their actions? Are we becoming complacent as a culture because we truly believe that Karma is swift and fair, so bad deeds will be dealt with without our intervention?Good Karma

Is it better to get involved and help Karma along, or should we stand by the sidelines and let universe sort it out?

Sometimes I think Karma needs a push.

I don’t think it is enough to stand around and wait for the universe to take care of things; it might be time to take some action!

I do the right thing whenever I can and not just because of Karma; I think being a good human being makes the world a better place.

What do you think? Do you believe in Karma? Do you think the bad deeds and good deeds balance out?

Food for thought. In the meantime, do the right thing because it is the right thing, whether you get rewarded or not.

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Ed: Sara Crolick

{photo: via Eponbri}


About Dianne Bondy

Dianne is an E-RYT 500 the founder of, and Co-founder of Yoga for All Online Teacher Training She loves to educate, share, celebrate yoga and diversity and is a contributing author for Yoga and Body Image: A New anthology. She is also featured in Yes Yoga Has Curves and Yoga Journal. She is a columnist for the Elephant Journal, loves public speaking, runs yoga retreats, trains yoga teachers, has a devoted husband, two small boys and not enough sleep. Dianne is big, black, bold and loves all things yoga. Try to keep up with Dianne on Facebook, Twitter, and instagram or download one of her FREE podcast on iTunes


12 Responses to “Sometimes I Think Karma Might Be a Bunch of Bullsh*t.”

  1. Monica muniz says:

    Hi beautiful Dianne! I think the confusion stems from thinking that Karma works as a reward/punishment system… It does not, there is no judge in the sky deciding which actions are "good" or "bad" and dispersing rewards or revenge as he/she see fit. I think of Karma as simple cause and effect, one thing leads to another because of the laws of nature and the universe, of time and space that we are all bound to in this life, but ther is no good, bed, right, wrong except in our own minds. Also, when you bring the after neglected concept of Lila into the mix, things get a bit more complicated, there is an element of randomness in the play of the universe and cause and effect are always in an interplay with this randomness so there's no way to clearly follow the path or line of karma from our vantage point I think. I understand your frustration, as I used to feel similarly about karma, but after much contemplation I've become aware how much I was superimposing my catholic upbringing frame of reference unto the concept of karma. If we are to stem from a non-dual tantric perspective then there is no judge but ourselves, so yes, I think it's up to us to take action in the face of injustice and pain, like it said on one of those Facebook memes: "ther is no one coming, God sent YOU!" 😉 thanks for the conversation!

  2. Karen P. says:

    Dianne, I truly enjoyed your piece. I have also been struggling with this for some time now and I feel a lot like you do. I'm really not seeing any of the bad guys suffering. I also believe in being a good person just because it's the right thing to, not for some supposed reward some time in the future.

    I guess I'll just continue being who I am and try to stop hoping that the bad guys actually get some pay back.

  3. malychi says:

    Omg. I just wrote a really thought out response to this and my phone ate it and im incredibly frustrated so I can’t really repeat what I said. Ugh. Snapshots:

    Thanks for writing this perspective really appreciate and relate to. Not buddhist or hindu or a theologian of any formal kind but my interpretation of karma is more about the ripple effect itself and less cause and effect in general as others have said. But also that not acting in a situation can be just as karmicly “bad” as matching violence for violence can be. That confrontation itself is not the negative (not that anyone said that but often how I hear pacifist arguments) as its “karmic effect” if you will could very well be to stop that jerk from doing that too others and therefore very good. I had si nmany more nuanced ways of saying these things, grrr. Anyhow I did just wanna say thanks for writing this cause its rare I get to hear it, and I appreciate the perspective.

  4. befunknote says:

    You're neglecting past life karma. Karma is not instant. It sometimes takes multiple lifetimes to work it out. So these people being jerks today may be punished in their next life. The point is not to have good karma but no karma. To stop the wheel from turning. Do good for the sake of doing good, not for reward and don't worry about other people's karma. It will come around eventually.

  5. Jen says:

    Nice post, Diane. I commented on this last Blog Action Day… My concept of Karma is influenced by various lectures by Professor Douglas Brooks but I doubt matches entirely anymore. I've come to view my karma more like the portfolio of my life's work. That's something I build for the sake of it/me, not because of a particular effect it might have. (Yeah, not how really Douglas explained it I'm sure, but that interpretation makes me happy).

  6. Jessica says:

    Very thought-provoking! Thankyou!

  7. Dianne says:

    Thanks Karen for the read. I think I live with the idea that things should be fair and equal and they are just not…It is kind of hard to understand.

  8. Dianne says:

    Thank you Lovely Monica that helps a lot!

  9. Dianne says:

    Thanks Malychi..bummer about your phone eating your response. The snap shot was lovely. Thank you for shedding some light on my frustration

  10. Dianne says:

    Thanks befunknote…i am definitely a work in progress

  11. Dianne says:

    Thanks Jen..I guess our thoughts on Karma are always evolving..thanks for sharing yours. It is going to give me something to think about

  12. Dianne says:

    Thanks for the read Jessica