I want to live.
And I know that means being open to all the experiences that life offers me, and making choices.
I want to live, and to love and smile and cry. Just get emotional with big and small things.
Even if this puts me in the face of dilemmas that I do not know how to deal with – today – and that perhaps so, I learn from some and choose to avoid others.

Of course, I want to be happy. But I realized that life is made of all colors and that sometimes some choices can make me suffer.
I’ve lived moments when everything was so stunned and after that what was left was an absence of feeling and that I don’t want anymore. I don’t want to feel anything anymore. That’s not living for me.

I want to listen to my soul, and my fears and desires.
I want to be loyal to myself, and of course I don’t want to hurt anyone along the way, but I know that can happen.

That’s why I want to live with respect, too. I respect myself and everyone I love and somehow have some impact.

But above all, I want to live, and be able to share with you everything I feel, think, desire, dream, imagine, fear and feel full and intense and complete and alive to be able to express myself without filters and without judgments with you and for you.

I want to live without worrying about social conventions, without having to fit into a model or format of life or relationship, and without having to think about it to feel safe, even if I don’t know how to do that yet.

I want to live and be close and be together, and feel everything I feel, even if it is not possible to be close and together all the time, but that I can simply feel, even if it is longing and can then live… of longing. I want to venture out by your side, and experience all this and everything else we can discover together.

I want to live and I need help, so I can live the way I want, because I’m still a little distant from all that is here.

Do you want to live with me?