December 3 – reverb11 – Anicca (Change)

Via Michelle Margaret Fajkus
on Dec 3, 2011
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What did you let go of this year? Whom did you let go?o

Anicca. Anicca. Anicca. Everything that arises passes away sooner or later. It’s a fact of life. You know it, I know it. And yet we so often want to deny the fact. Pretend like things can stay the same, relationships can stay the same, people don’t change, there is some semblance of sameness, of control. The sooner we can accept the reality of constant change, the better. Breathe it in. The present moment only lasts a moment. Change is the only constant. The only “stability” to be found is in change itself.


I lost Lucy on March 27. It was the worst day of my year and one of the hardest of my life. Yet, the moment of despair was also a moment of epiphany. In an instant, she was gone forever, but (once the initial shock passed), as long as I was present, I could sense Lucy’s sweet loyalty and undying devotion. Tangibly. In my heart. And I still can. And I always will.

“When the heart truly understands, it lets go of everything.” ~ Ajahn Chah

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About Michelle Margaret Fajkus

Michelle is a believer in the power of poetry, circles and stories. She has been practicing yoga for many lifetimes. She shares a tiny cabin with her partner, daughter, cat and dog at Lake Atitlán in the Guatemalan highlands where she enjoys writing, reading, playing, teaching, learning, walking in nature and daydreaming. Michelle has been a columnist for elephant journal since 2010. Her mindful, inspiring essays, articles and poems can also be found on The Tattooed Buddha, Rebelle Society, LeanPub, and her site, Yoga Freedom.


14 Responses to “December 3 – reverb11 – Anicca (Change)”

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  2. Valerie Carruthers says:

    This year I've been letting go of old concepts around my creative abilities. The last several years were more about letting go of material things—house, car I was in love with—interestingly I think they were getting in the way of my going deeper creatively.

    One of the hardest to let go of is when close friends move on. That's happened twice this year, first with a bff going off to further her studies in another part of the country. Another is when health issues and treatment bring on changes in someone's mental state, which happened with an elderly friend who was previously active and vibrant.

    Paradoxically, letting them go leaves more in my heart to hold them in a space of love. Whatever I may have been feeling at the time of letting them go I allowed myself to fully feel. In offering them blessings and lovingkindness my heart stays clear and open. In that way my closeness with them remains fresh and present.

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  4. mujerzen says:

    this is beautiful, thank you for sharing your loss and lesson. I've used this prompt for today's Reverb11 on my blog.

  5. Sad and beautiful Michelle! I lost my "Lucy" (12 yr. old cat) about a month ago. Losing pets is so hard!

    I think letting go of control and letting go of attachment have been big for me this year. They are illusions anyway, but it is so hard not to hold tight to them sometimes. And letting go of them allows things that aren't supposed to be in my life to float away like the little girl's kite, and beautiful new things in that maybe I was holding at bay.

    Life is an ocean. Things fall apart and come together. They swell like the crest of a wave, they crash, they wash away again. Trying to hold on to the illusion of control is like trying to contain the ocean in a pail. We can only sail when we let go.

  6. Doe says:

    Since my word was grief and my theme is loss, there are has been much letting go this year..most of it not of my own choosing.
    I visited Badrinath this year, the temple of liberation in India. Moksha. Release. and here I did finally release quite a bit. None of it I was prepared it release, I was willing to hold on to it forever, but it released it self from me. The angry grief made room for loving grief, for sadness instead of anger, for appreciation instead of more anger. I was blessed to be in that space at that time. Letting go was not easy, but worth it.

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